what is that?

what is that? everyday around 330 to 4 i hit a wall...call it a mental lapse, call it a brain fart, but for whatever reason i just become totally unmotivated and feel the need to run out of the building kicking and screaming...

what is that?

i'll stare at my fish and sometimes wonder what is going on in that fat little brain of hers...always looking for food...twirling around and around in her fish tank, even when she over eats she floats upside down for the hell of it...



you ever think of how easy life would be if you were an animal instead of a human...no weddings, no need to date, no need for money...no expectations...just you and the jungle...when you feel like mating, you do your call and find the closest thing that's breathing...when your hungry you go kill something...when your tired you sleep, not to say that you better hope that your on the top of the food chain...like a lion or something...cause if you were an ant or a mosquito, i think i would try to kill myself....but i digress...

back to the topic at hand...oh yea

then i'll gaze at my screen waiting for something incredible to happen..."jen you've just won 100 million dollars!...what are you gonna do now!"

or "hey jen, ive been stalking you from a far, and have been secretly wanting to have babies with you, will you be mine?....love, Brad pitt"...

or "hey jen you've been doing an awesome job here, why don't you take the rest of the week off paid"...

hmmmmm maybe i should start a hobby that doesn't involved, swishers, froyo or an xbox?

hmmmmm maybe i should do that 25 random thing list on FB even thought ive vowed to never do it ever...

hmmmm maybe i should actually do some work because in all honesty it'll be waiting for me tomorrow...

any suggestions out there?

dont mind me...im just bloggin here....